Secret Stash 225

 Greetings Future me, All goes swell on the western front. The worst of the storms have passed, and now, 100 miles of smooth sailing awaits us. However, gentle seas do not build seasoned sailors. I must take advantage of this time to test my limits. Its time to build. I saw the life of Oppenheimer recently and the man is an inspiration. There are too many things in this universe that cannot be explained. Matter can not appear out of nothing. How did the universe begin its existence amidst the oblivion? The big bang theory cannot even explain the most important part about its own theory... Also, the laws of quantum physics does not match that of our physics. There are many things that we have yet to know, but one thing is for certain.... the indominable human spirit. Who cares about your past and all the events that led to this moment. Who cares about the synapses and connections in your brain. I do whatever the fk I want. Every neuron, cell, and fiber of my being screams for me to ...

Update: Today, it rains once more. Past Lives - Sometimes the dreamers finally wake up. I am broken.... not by pain, not by stress, not by my work. It was knowledge that broke me. The veil was swept from my eyes and along with it- my free will. Future me, do you even know what we are? It is a scientific fact that every thought, emotion, choice, or decision that we can conjure in our mind has a physical source. A physiological mechanism. I finally realize that our thoughts do not exist in some other dimension. They exist in the physical world, for they are nothing more than action potentials and neurotransmitters. Growing up, they always said the human spirit was unbreakable, an indominable force it was. Today, I realized every inch of our consciousness can be explained by chemical reactions and neurons. I have been reduced to mere atoms and molecules... In space, if you set an object in motion, it will go on forever until it bounces off another object. Sometimes a strong gravitational ...