Saiyan Mode

 HOly fuckdf;aklj...

I've been in the lab for 2 weeks straight, not been home earlier than 8, but aye, time feels like it flies though. The days do not drag at all. Gotta respect the grind. Lowry is cake now. SDS gels? i can make those in my sleep. Coomassie? EZ. bruh its just the western then i'm free; I transferred my gel onto a PAPERTOWEL LOL. Where was the damn nitrocellulose membrane (I was dreaming about making casting westerns last night too HHAHAHA)

My knee has improved with PT, but lets be real, i'm almost positive that thine menisci is torn. As a matter of fact, our 3v3 team got whooped by PAULO. FKING PAULO from volleyball. (I respect the man. A true volleyball god, but its just he beat me at my own sport so I'm salty) I cant jump like i use to, i dont move like i use to. Might switch to golf...

The pile grows bruh. Lost 10 pts because I erased the right answer in elucidations, still got the 2nd highest score (hehe flexed on boi) Gettin ass whipped in statistics even though that's suppose to be a free A. Falling behind with work too, and I need to email a bunch of professors now.

Despite the hole getting deeper, I feel good though. 

(future me go turn on Shallow by Bradley Cooper)

Maybe I've come to realize that only so much matter in life, the rest is just fluff. The only thing that matters is moving forward - improving, growing. That's why I've decided to make life even more challenging (LOL) by initiating Monk Mode. 30 days cold shower, meditation, reading , working out, writing, sleeping , eating, 1 act of kindness per day, saxophing. 






Yo future me, this is the fire you were forged in. The me right now is suffering so you can be where you're at. Dont forget bro.

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