Valiant Attempts

When you pour your heart and soul into your goals, when you spend every waking moment working on that goal, and maybe you fall short.

What does it matter? If you know you gave it your all, then what is there to regret. Nothing. No shame in trying. No shame in failure. None in falling.

I've come to the realization that it really doesn't matter. (Maybe its my mind trying to embrace what may come) Either way, I gave my everything into this, and trust me, I learned more than ever through this journey. My technical writing abilities have improved tremendously. Obviously, that doesn't matter on this hill billy blog hahahaha. I write what i want here, my own kingdom.

I've acquired new abilities and skills. I learned to manage time, coordinate , email, meet deadlines, and most of all I've seen the standard that separates the greats from the goons. I'm glad I was held to those standards.

I'm 100x better than before I started, and for that reason, thank you to the past version of me who signed up for this. To future me, seek a challenging existence, for this path was your foundation. 

(I'm not throwing in the towels lol, its not over yet. Just some thoughts.)

(Got absolutely whooped in elucidations too)

Failure is giving up, backing down with times are tough.

Failure is refusing to try.

Failure is wondering what if with no action.

Failure is watching the world pass by.