A New Sun

Update: Numb Little Bug plays in the background - my exact mood. 

Dear Future me, it was a beautiful day, but the world is reflection of our current mind. Thus, despite the chirping of birds flying free in the vast beautiful blue sky, my sky was gray and buzzing like the TV static of a broken chamel. Atleast I got a new hoodie from the homies (and advice) - I know they always have my back no matter what. Damn it hurts right now though (like myocardial infarction) ... but hey thats life. Live, learn, and grow.

I will be leaving a lot behind. I have grown much in the months working here, for I have met many amazing and inspiring people. Now of course there were rough and rainy days, but I hope the memories will be of the sunny days filled with smiles and laughter. (A few bad moments cannot cloud the shine of a thousand good ones)

In a few weeks, I will be free. A new sun will shine! I can already taste the freedom - breathing in the fresh morning after sleeping in (*exhale of restfulness* haaaaahhhhh). ENOUGH WALLOPING. I will fly free once more laughing, smiling, joking, and inspiring! I will return to my roots - GRIND SZN. Read, workout, write, (bring back the saxophone hehe). I look to new endeavors as well such as cooking, Brazilian jiu jitsu, and wherever life takes me :)

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