Loyalty

Update: Love on the brain by Rihanna swoons in the back ground while I lounge on an astounding piece of foam (God bless the inventor of mattresses). The dim glow of mellow red bluetooth bulbs illuminate the walls. Life has been swell as of late. The struggles with my knee continue to course like that of a roller coaster. We got ass whooped today in basketball, but we need it to grow (especially me I gotta get my cardio up + that layup package). I continue to improve at work, but tomorrow, I must make a big decision (more like an announcement). 

I was meant to free myself immediately upon securing my acceptance, but for some reason, I stayed. I didn't want to abandon my teammates, so I fought with them through the storm. Now that the sky is clear once more, we must part ways. I yearn for the months of freedom. There are hobbies to pursue, places to see, and sleep to catch up on.

...yet why is it so hard to leave? Nothing is stopping me. In plus, I want to be free, but I can't bring myself to leave. Is it loyalty? This bound since of duty and commitment to my squad mates? To the organization? 

Dear Dr. J, I just want to give you a heads up that I will be leaving in March. It was a pleasure working for you. I learned a lot, but I want enjoy my last couple months of freedom. Thanks for everything. :)