Sunglasses

Dear future me,

Its finally hitting me... this sht sucks bro. I'm sitting in some random ass parking lot with sad music on max. Sunglasses on but it's not even sunny (you know why). Feels like someone died but not really, just no longer part of my life. Bruh I'm still being tough and smiling for those around me but fkkkkksjdjrnjx when I'm alone, hits me like a bus.

It was never bitter or hateful but it was for the best.The highs were higher than mountains but the lows were like crators. We were from different planets, and at first, it was exciting to explore. She showed me her world and I showed her mine. Small town girl and city boy (haha the song was true). But our differences started to show, and it was clear that sht was gonna go down. Yet, we tried to solve them and clung to whatever we could, but the answer was to simply let go. 

Fking allergies ... making my eyes water

Whatever... I'm man. Time to go home and pretend nothing is wrong