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Dear Future Me,

I awoke today and immediately traversed to jiu jitsu practice. There is something about sparring/fighting that brings me so much fulfillment. Idk what it is though... Nontheless, I am an official member now so time to hit that daily training (gotta make the most of that monthly 150 YIKES). 

Today, I feasted on crawfish at my cousins house. (Haha mid-day crawfish on a thursday - true freedom). The sun's gaze was bright and warm, and the trees danced with the cool breeze that welcomed a new spring. Life is beautiful. It is peaceful. On the flip, I have been measuring my calories intently and the gains are clearly evident. I have been struggling with Marcus Aurelius's book though; there's just no structure. O'well I'm almost complete anyway. 

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