Mood: Glimpse of Us by Joji

Update: "Glimpse of Us" by Joji has been running on infinite loop since I discovered the song the other day. Masterwork of a song.... but it hits the feels :( Stop what you're doing and go listen right now that sht is amazing)

Joji makes me think, not just about love but about everyone who crossed paths with me in life. Old friends who use to be so close, but now, we've grown apart. Some moved away; others, we just had different priorities in life. Sometimes even family drift apart... its not their fault, its not my fault, maybe it's just circumstance. Other times, the relationship just morphs; I guess at different stages in life, people can become less vulnerable. Everyone is growing - at different paces and in different directions.

Maybe my little hiatus has changed me, for every new face met, I see glimpse of someone I use to know (maybe one day we will grow apart too). Stranger into a friend, only to be a stranger again? I mean... I know if I'm ever in a bind, I can still depend on them, but damn, we just don't talk like that anymore. Bruh... I  guess it's expected at this age since we're all still growing and figuring things out; no one has really settled down yet. (what if in another life, we never grew apart, would things be much different??) STOP BRO CUT this depressing SHT OUT!

Update 2: "AMbition for Cash" by KEY GLOCK runs in the background now. Time to fill out some forms and get sht done. Was inspired to start taking called showers again too (thanks bro), GRIND TIME BABY! LETS GOOOOoo!

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