Give me 30

 Dear Future Me,

    A new block begins and already my good habits are deteriorating. My great vice strikes me down once more; I was going so strong too. Additionally, I cut class today and fell further behind in lectures. It's only day 2, but the thing is that I've seen this story too many times - the man who thinks he's ahead starts to slack. I should have went to the gym. I want to be better, I want to be great.

What's stopping a man form working and willing himself to be better? NOTHING, only himself

    Give me 30 days. I will build a discipline and focus that you've never seen. I will rise before the time machine every morning. Icy waterfalls everyday. My mind will not break. I will start meditating. I will train everyday no matter the circumstances. I will never, I MEAN NEVER cut lecture again. I stumbled a step backwards today, but tomorrow... 10 steps forwards.

What does man lose for trying to be better? Nothing, he can only end up where he is now


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