Legs gave out

It is a wasteland. Barren. Pain. No... not pain but fatigue. Static like a channel not found. Have I gone too far???

These ears no longer hear music, only the drone of lecturing. No pictures or movie screens, only the studies. Hundreds of slides crammed within a day only to start anew the next. I had sought to deprive myself of every source of dopamine. I had killed that inner voice that I called weakness, but maybe it was suppose to be my canary who warns me when I have gone too far.

I cut everything off that I deemed unproductive. It was either stare at a wall or study & workout. So much so that I craved the lectures and the gym. I even started enjoying lab and even those extracurricular classes. I thought I had unlocked the secret to it all. Like I wrote before, "whatever the mind wills, happens." I used to think burnout was an excuse made by the weak- no rest days!- , yet here I sit completely toasted. My WILL remains intact, for I know what must be done to succeed. I attempt to accomplish those tasks, but it is my faculties that no longer function. A marathon runner whose legs give out still has the will to finish; however, he has no physical channel to make that thought a reality.

My legs have given out. I guess even the human brain has limits. The naps, the motivational videos, and the cold showers could not recover my mind today. It's not as if I have been unhealthy either: 8+ sleep, clean bulk caloric surplus, training everyday, pomodoro, etc. If focus was a muscle, it has cramped up and rendered it self unusable.

I need to restore myself but how?

Update 45min later: fkin pssy .... 9 more Powerpoints! GET YO ASS UP! LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! The mind has no limits, there is no burnout, there is NO weakness, FK the canary, crawl if you have no legs... GO TILL YOU FALL! stop being an average bum and thank you brotha for reviving me