I woke up at 4

It tis the wee hours of the night. There is silence . Today was good. Tomorrow will be great. 

I had a realization. There is no single formula for success. Lately, I have been forcing new habits upon myself that do not serve me in any form. Yes, they will build discipline, but it's been a couple weeks. Not much has changed. No need to fix what was not broken (double negative haha).

One thing is certain - my appreciation for the things I have given up. The Promise When in Rome. Damn the sound of music is good. I lost myself in the textbooks and Powerpoints. I would have become like a toby McGuire version of myself - all spiderman's and living the same life, but different origin & personalities. I mean... no shit we're all gonna make it someday, but who are you as person when you reach it. 

if a man sacrifices everything and cuts everyone off just to reach the top, when he does get there, then what? Damn rereading this and it feels like a throw of the towel... FEAR NOT! The week of reckoning approaches, and I will not falter. Stand behind me, I show you de wei.





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