We back

its been a while... hold up let me run through this lecture one more time

Okay lets get it

Chilly November winds, short days, long nights. A plain bowl of rice in my hand. IT'S THAT TIME! A new year begins for me. This past year was a great one. 

Recap: Made close friends. Worked my first full-time job. Fell in love. Started listening to country music. Accepted into med school. Ate out more- every sushi restaurant in town. Started going out more. Fell out of love. Quit job. Switched to reading nonfiction. Developed consistent lifting routine. Put on 15 lbs of lean beef ever since. Started fighting. Joined Brazilian jiu jitsu gym. Started wearing XL shirts. Injured hand. Volunteered as a summer camp counselor. Made new friends. Moved to another city for school. Learned to make food. Study my ass off everyday. Started waking up at 5am. Whooped that exam's ass. Started slacking. Stopped waking up at 5. Got my ass whooped. The cycle continues.

This past year had a lot of first times for everything. I discovered much... but now, the year is about discipline and growth. It's time to return to the shadows, disappear and work. No more distractions, no more half-assing, we're 100 now. Every second of everyday will be timed and planned.

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