I finally rest

"I finally rest and watch the sun rise on a grateful universe." - Thanos

I did it. The battle is won. Do you know what the greatest feeling in life is? Do you know what makes the sweetest of victories? It is when hard work pays off, when you set a goal and bust your ass to achieve it. The harder the challenge, the sweeter the victory! Look at Thanos, that man didn't want to save just one world, for he wanted to save the entire universe. He busted ass to get those pebbles and stones; each one came at a significant cost of willpower, precision, and perseverance. Imagine the whole legion of avengers trying to stop you from achieving your dreams...

 Figure 19. Hercules & the Nemean Lion.

The odds were against me. I needed a performance that seemed unachievable; higher than anything I had previously attained. I  needed to be perfect for the remainder of that block. Most gave up as the final block started but fk no, not me. The opportunity came, my window widened, I was ready. The job was finished.

Thus, I arose this morning with nothing to strive for. For once... it was peaceful to not worry about anything. NO WTF!? I have become purposeless and I must find a new goal for these next 3 weeks.


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