Evil Empire

Update: We are here yet again. The weekend was full of festivities; I was able to catchup with my brothers and my people. I put aside my work to relax a little. Maybe a little too relaxed. Like a pendulum, I crave what I don't have, and right now, it is discipline.

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I woke up a new man. I had lost the way - hedonism and vanity and indecisiveness. The worst thing a man can feel is boredom and content. It is in these moments of weakness that our vices strike the hardest. They are the destruction of progress and growth. 

Renal has a been a little too laxed... and throughout my years, I learned that it is in these easy times that I seem to regress. I need to throw a wrench into the works. Suffer a little.

CMON! YOU GOT WEAK, CONTENT! WHERE IS YOUR BITE? You lost your EDGE, YOUR HUNGER! Don't you want to be GREAT? 

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