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i am not who i was

Yo future me, the times have been well.  Normally, I record the major highs and lows of life but recently its just been a steady grind. I wanted to write today to get a snapshot in time. I don't want these months to be lost in time. Turn on some Chance Peña and reminisce the days now will ya I remember the first day at the H was both anxiousness and excitement -did you know, the human brain cannot tell the difference. No one knew what to expect. Placed in a cohort of maybe more than a dozen. After 6 weeks of scrambling around the hospital through early mornings and late nights, today I call many of them brothers. Its the little things you remember. Like us sprinting to the cafeteria 5 minutes before it closes so we don't starve to death on the night shift. Roaming around trying to figure out where to go. Some days were so busy that we didn't even feel the time while others dragged like a bag of sand. On the random chance that we got off early, it felt like a holiday CHRISTM...